One Year of Loving You
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1 FREAKING YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It has been 1 whole year since I got the opportunity to start dating you. It has been 1 year filled with love, friendship, adventures, learning, and sweetness. I have been so lucky to have the chance to call you my girlfriend. And as we look into the future, I cannot wait to see what you are going to become. You are amazing, and talented, and smart, and wonderful, and most of all you are always trying to do what you think is best.
I cannot wait for more opportunities to show you my love, to adventure together, to learn together, and to live together. Your memories will never leave my side as I leave this town. The town we fell in love in and the one that I will be coming back to just to see you. You will be my driving force to do what is right and to always try my hardest. You have made me a better son, a better brother, a better friend, and a better lover. There is nothing I could ever do to repay you. I love you so much Clara Pokorny. And that is never going to stop. Not this year, not next year, never. And always remember, no matter how far I am away, I am ALWAYS one call away. You have been and always will be my priority. I will always choose you. No matter who else is in the room, no matter who is watching. I will always choose to love you.
While you were away at camp I was missing you so I wrote you a message each day, they are listed in order on the left. I missed you from the very start and I wanted to tell you all about my days. So I started this section to keep for you to read when you are done. I love you so much. You are my best friend ever and I cannot wait to see you again my love
I will never forget getting to go to Delaware with you!!!! I will forever love a good surf bagel and will never be able to eat a normal bagel again (thanks alot). I will also never forget how much fun it was, even if a lot of what we did was hang out in the basement and watch shows. I loved getting to spend that time with you and if I could do it again I would in a heartbeat.
Maverick, the car that saw our first I love you and the car that got us talking. I will never forget how cool I felt to get to drive that car with the prettiest girl around in the passenger seat. I hope one day we have an even cooler car that I can take you out in and tell you I love you in. The name Maverick will always be important to me. Not because it was my first car, but because of the special place it had in our relationship. That car was worth the money because in the end it helped me find you.
The fair, the true place it all started. The first time I truly fell in love with the way you looked at me. The butterfly's that I would get when you looked my way. Or the shock I would feel when we grazed or touched. I knew by the end of that night that I would be wasting the biggest chance of a lifetime if I didn't kiss you on that ferris wheel. I was not going to let the chance for someone who could look at me like you did to pass me by. I didn't know what love was till I met you Clara, until we kissed that one night after the 3 times on the ferris wheel. It is so crazy how often I think back now and imagine how boring and lacking my life would be if you had not come into it.